a missed turn

...did I make a mistake not taking that turn? Fighting for something that only eneded up hurting me, changing me.

*sighs* I guess I won't know now.
Just have to keep going until I find a new turn or the end of the road.

my gutted ramblings begin

I feel absolutly gutted by myself today...I have been trying to write down lyrics (I know the stupidest idea)...I have these lines in my head but can't get them down. It is the same with the piano...I can hear the composition in my head...but alas I can not play at all.

So i guess so appease my needs...i will blog. It won't often make sense i am sure but it won't matter as no one will be reading it...